The World in Abstract

Hi, I'm Rebekah. I'm an abstract artist, graphic designer, (a sorta sometimes good) photographer, Pezhead, aminal lover, Chihuahua mom, sinner, Monk fan, 80's cartoon lover, social anxiety suffer, Photoshop filter junkie, can't leave any paper un skribed, dog sitter, sloppy clothes wearer, trekie, has 5 hours of worship music on her computer. fibromyalgia suffer, can't remember to take dirty dishes to the kitchen, Zazzler, but most of all a child of God.

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Posted on Sunday, 12 July 2009

Bad Bad Anxiety

It stinks when my social anxity keeps me from going places I want to go. When I haven’t been there in a while my mind freeks out. I’ve missed church for almost a month for several reasons. Now I’m sikeing my self out and can’t sleep tonight because I’m afrade I won’t wake up in time. Stupid right, I know. Annxity makes you think irrationaly. Go figure. Then I worry about explaining why I havent been there. I have a mutitude of medical problems, whith one will it be today! It makes me sound like I’m makeing things up. the list could go on with reasons I’m anxous about church tomorrow. BAD ANXIETY!